In speaking to a group of new friends, I had the opportunity to share my thoughts on “perfection”. It made me think of this post, one of the earliest posts I ever wrote for my blog, that really hit home with so many people when I shared it. Enjoy!
I am Perfect.
Perfectly imperfect, that is.
I use the word ?perfect ? a lot, and often times had people remind me that nothing is perfect. I totally disagree. I believe that everyone and every thing is perfect and beautiful in its imperfect state of being. Think about that for one second ? imagine that just maybe your imperfections actually make you perfect. Don?t you just love the freedom that thought gives you? Well, time to realize the reality of the thought and let go of our self-judgments and negative self-talk. It?s time to embrace our imperfections.
Now I?m not saying to throw caution to the wind and go indulge in a gallon of super chunky triple chocolate fudgy goo. I?m saying that it?s okay to mess up, and it?s okay to have faults. For those of you that don?t, I?m sorry. These faults, trials, imperfections and stumbles are our some of our greatest blessings ? they?re our ?springboards? to becoming the strongest person we can possibly be!
So why do we so often find ourselves “masking up” for the day before we go out in public? Why do we all feel the need to pretend to be something we are not? Why are we so scared of who we really are? Every time we put on that mask we feel beautiful and invincible. We put on a show of perfection for our friends, family, co-workers, and acquaintances?everyone. We?re not true to them, but most importantly we are not true to ourselves. We are a fraud.
Ever feel that way? I sure have, and I still find myself there at times. I have to remind myself of a lesson I learned from my late father: true beauty comes from being honest and authentic.
You?re scared. I hear you. It?s not easy to peek out from behind that mask and share our difficulties and challenges with the world. But trust me, it?s worth it! The freedom that comes with being vulnerable, open, and real is unlike anything else. It?s the most liberating thing I?ve ever experienced, and without a doubt it has become one of the most powerful tools in my arsenal.
?Heidi, this is easy for you to say. You don?t have imperfections like I do.? FALSE! The camera is deceiving and shallow.
Behold, a Top 10 list of only some of my many imperfections:
- I have bunions.
- My nostrils flare to the size of a nickel when I laugh (those of you who know me know EXACTLY what I?m talking about!)
- My hair might be beautiful?but only because I clip in extensions (and that?s not the only enhanced part of me).
- I am a control freak (I?m working on it ? so darn hard though, and not sure I?m making much improvement).
- I have food issues too.
- One of my eyes is lazy when I smile and I am SO self-conscious about it.
- Chris is my soul mate and best friend, and so often we post pictures of us when things are fun and rosy, but we, like every other couple, have challenges and differences that we?re always working on.
- I am tempted 99.9% of the time to cheat during my workouts.
- No matter how hard I work on my abs, I will always have a belly button that could be mistaken for a nose.
- I don?t wake up looking camera-ready. ?Thank goodness for hair and makeup artists!
So many more, but there?s not enough room in this blog.
So, how do you find this place of peace with yourself as you are?
Rule 62 ? DON?T TAKE YOURSELF SO DAMN SERIOUSLY (thanks again, Dad).
Don?t be scared or embarrassed. You?re in a safe place and it?s time for a heart to heart conversation with the most important person in your life – YOU! Dig deep and allow yourself to see those imperfections. Try seeing the beauty in your flaws (yes, that bump on your nose makes you YOU!). Realize the lessons and strength that your imperfections have given you. And most importantly, don?t worry about what other people think. One of my favorite sayings is, ?Those who mind don?t matter and those who matter don?t mind.?
Now go be your perfectly imperfect self ?:-).
184 Responses
Thanks Heidi you are a inspiration to us all! I have 30lbs to loose and I am really struggling with knowing how to change my eating I never learned this when I was young. I have sat on the couch and went back to sleep everyday this week after my kids leave for school feeling like I will never look the way I want to look! I have clothes in my closet that I don’t get rid of hoping to fit someday that I got from a friend who is skinny! I love all you and Chris do it’s amazing!
So needed to read this! thx Heidi!!
Thank you! <3
Thank you for that!!! It has brightened my day. Be your authentic self….
Great one Heidi! Very bold of you to share your “imperfections”??
Thanks Heidi for sharing this! Its a daily reminder I need often to embrace the perfectly imperfect me. 😉 With so much comparison in the world there is always someone else with the same insecurities and faults as me. I just need to “OWN IT” and love ME for who I am. Thank you for the encouragement and most of all showing that we are all perfectly imperfect. 🙂
Luv u!!
Love this post!!!!!
Thank you for being real. And for including not only physical areas where you think you are imperfect, but also the personal areas that people don’t always see in other people because we all try to hide it. I love your whole family for being so real.
OMG…This is how I was feeling today and for the past many years of my life. It is good to know that I am not the only that thinks this way, it is not easy when you get so wrapped up with yourself that you need reminders every single day, almost every minute of the day. My head starts thinking of my imperfections and then it takes off so fast that I can’t even catch it sometimes and then I hit the brick crying wall. Thanks Heidi for telling us about the real you and inspiring us who think that same way. It’s comforting to know someone who is in the spotlight(if you must say) is still human like the rest of us. Thank you.